So. Ponderosa. That's a thing.
Honestly...it's kind of fun. I mean. I'm pretty much depressed because I was so totally gonna win in the end, evidently. SOOOO DISAPPOINTED. Ugh. Even if I took Kelly to the end
(which I was gonna!) I would have won!!! WHY ARE PUZZLES A FUCKING THING THAT EXIST. I WISH IT WAS ENDURANCE. I WOULD HAVE STAYED UP 24 HOURS FOR THAT SHIT MAN. Crying irl.
To be honest I'm alternating between having fun and feeling empty. I just feel totally...fucked. It honestly sucks I could have won if I wasn't terrible at puzzles. It's...honestly depressing, but whatever. Apparently people don't hate me like I thought I would. They just think I'm a dumbass for my Troyzanning lmfao. <3 It was dumb, I'll admit that, but it was funny and so whatever!
Honestly everything I did from the swap on was dumb 80% of the time but LOL whatever. Briangoddess gave me advice that I'm going to be taking into account for my next game. Thanks! <3 I totally know that after the swap I imploded, I mean I was totally self aware of it, but I never actually...went out and fixed it. It doesn't make much sense to me either, but that's what my brain did!
Natalie is...who? She's all for Denise winning, unfortunately, so she continues her streak of having bad, wrong, and horrible opinions and feelings. I don't even want to talk to her. She hasn't been on AIM, and I sure hope she never shows up! She's the only person I honestly still dislike. Everyone else has redeeming factors and I'd stay in touch with all of them after the game. Natalie just sucks.
Edgardo...I go back and forth as to whether I like him or not. I mean I guess I do, I'm just kind of still a little pissed that he crushed my hopes and dreams...siiiiiiigh. He wanted to vote Denise but her speech sucked so much I think he wants to vote KELLYGODDESS NOW <3333333333333333
I need KElly to win this or else. It really is looking like she will, and I'm so happy for her! <3
Charlie still loves me. So that's good. Everyone is sooo mad about my final two stuff and wish they didn't trust me so much. Sorry about that! I love being reaffirmed that Charlie and Lex would have taken me to the end if my Charlinaex F3 took off. UGH!!! DARN IT EDGARDO!!!!
Lex is actually a cool guy and I feel bad about trash talking him all the time tbh. RIP. Poor guy was totally loyal to me the poor bastard <3 I can't wait to read his confessionals because his seemed really insightful and ~deep~ what an angel.
Malcolm is Malcolm. The guy would have kicked my ass and I have no qualms about him being fifth with me. Poor guy was also totally loyal to me though lol. I love it. Alina best social game 2014 <3...until the merge....but...let's...forget about that...ha...hahahahahaa.....yeah
Colby is actually also freaking awesome and it sucks we didn't really get the chance to talk. Seriously why couldn't Lowe have just gotten wiped out completely? Kidd and Every were way better. Except Natalie. She...she's unfortunate. Colby is a superstar and it sucks we weren't able to actually be friends in game lol. Oh well. <3
Apparently people think my juror speech was too mean? Like, what? You guys have been saying the same things I did...Charlie and Colby's were mean too, and Edgardo said me calling Denise useless was bad...when 10 seconds earlier he called her useless himself. Derp. Like, hello? Are you people even listening to yourselves? -_- Sighhhh, whatevers. It's not like I actively dislike her as a person - that award goes to Natacunt. I just think her gameplay was about as interesting to watch as a pancake. Tbh she would have a strong chance to win if she had a better social game, like I said previously. That's her main issue. She did make moves that got her to the end - but she never actually realized HOW to get those votes. She thought just begging for them would work. Yeah...nope. :/ That's not how it works, unfortunately!
I feel like my speech was underwhelming and outshone by Charlie and Colby's
(lmfao at his omg) at the least. Merp. I forgot what Malcolm's was already
(oops) because I was napping and now like all my memory is shot. Edgardo is probably going to write some speech like
"hey wsup lollllllllll 
" and Lex is going to be too nice probably. La-me. Natalie had this whole
"LOL DENISE U DID SO GOOD" speech and I'm just like ugh bitch please. I wanted Kelly to be a UNANIMOUS WINNER ANGEL but I guess 6-1 or 5-2 works. Lex has this dumb idea to throw a pity vote at Denise WHEN TWO PEOPLE ARE PROBABLY ALREADY VOTING FOR HER LIKE JESUS MAN WTF DON'T DO IT. Alina, yelling at Lex even post-game!
I know I'm voting Kelly. Malcolm is voting Kelly, he just had this whole thing he pulled out bc Denise compared herself to Chris...or something...even though she's not the...ugh. Idk. But yeah. He's voting Kelly even though he says otherwise. Charlie is too. And ummm Colby loves Kelly
(he has such great taste in people why were we not friends :c) so he's voting for her. So that's 4. I hope she can pull in Ed and Lex. They say her gameplay wasn't deserving of 7-0 or 6-1 or something and it's like...ugh. That's so dumb. Just vote for who you wanna win, not to make the vote more suspenseful. -_- If Denise ended up winning would you people ever be able to live with yourselves? Jeebus. I wouldn't. Sorry Denise. But Kelly is like literally the best human. So.
Anyone can PW after the game is over, we'd love to have you.
