I won immunity.~
God darn that challenge sucked. I think I went for like, four and a half hours? I was tired the whole time, and I'm not sure if that
helped or
hurt me. I think it probably helped a little more than it hurt, tbh. My brain was
totally fogged out, but it kept me concentrated I guess? I dunno. Anyways, I accidentally posted 144 like 10 times in the same post but thankfully, that didn't disqualify me! ^.^ I kept going for a little while but ultimately I accidentally skipped ahead like 10 numbers, so...I was worried that screwed me up since at that point I was going for 300-something. But apparently, I still won in a landslide! Woohoo! Go me!
Also, wow, I just did the math...this is day...24, I think?
Wow. I can't tell if I'm surprised it's been so
long or if I'm surprised it's been so
short. It's been an incredibly fun experience so far, as much as my seething rage and hate that comes out every once in a while would suggest otherwise
, this is probably the most fun I've had in
months. I'm not sure if that's sad or not...
To be honest, after thinking, as much as I hate Malcolm's guts and want him to go to hell, his gameplay thus far is actually rather impressive. I had caught onto him at first but he later completely suckered me. I have no one to blame but myself for that - he's done well, and I'm onto him, and while I wish I could vote him out just to see the smug look that's definitely on his face disappear, I'm actually thinking it's best to keep him around till 5 like I had first planned. Blindsiding for the sake of blindsiding won't do me any favors. It'll just make me seem like a winning threat for making quote on quote "moves".
Sadly enough, I feel my strategy to seem weak and unassuming has failed pretty magnificently since the swap. It worked
great at the start, but once the swap hit I became such a paranoid trainwreck and jumped all over the place that I pretty much epicly failed at my own strategy of...well...not showing much strategy. It's worked out,
somehow, for me, thus far, but I feel people might be starting to think I'm a threat, and that bothers me...I lead too much in challenges and group conversations, but it's hard for me to
not want to share my opinions on things. Some of the ideas people suggest are just so silly and, well, I like winning, so...not sure if I'm making the right choices or not there.
Fortunately, I think, regardless, there are few people who would vote me out:
Charlie: Unlikely. We have a final two deal, but I feel like he flip-flops on a daily basis as to whether or not he truly wants to head to the endgame with my awesome self. Who can blame him? I'm a sure-win against him
(tbh I think I'd beat everyone in my alliance, and it worries me that they may have caught onto that). I hope he just plays emotionally and takes me anyway, though~
What bothers me, however, is that I talked to him earlier, and when I was asking him how his day went and if he's feeling any better, he responds
instantly. As soon as I bring up I came up with a strategy idea?
HE'S NOWHERE TO BE FOUND! Like...you were just responding instantly a minute ago. Now you're
not responding...? It worries me. I have to just hope he's loyal to me, because I don't have any other major options. Except...I guess...
Lex. Ugh. I need to talk about him next, but anyways, wrt Charlie, Natalie told me he doesn't really respond to her either, which I had already figured, but he's also said that
"he forgot to reply" to someone before when I asked them what they were talking about.
(I'm such a snoop!) So maybe he just forgot...idk. I hope that's the case.
Lex: Unlikely. I mean...come on. He's
Lex. I think he really thinks he has me right in his pocket and that he'd woop my butt. I find that level of social and strategic unawareness hilarious. Charlie would vote for me over him, Malcolm might vote him I guess, but considering his game has been
very eerily similar to my own, I think he'd possibly also vote for me - Edgardo would vote for me, him and Lex
hate each other - Natalie would vote for me, Kelly would vote for me, she
hates Lex
(and I love her <3) Denise would vote for me...honestly, I'd take him over Charlie. He's a walking joke. Kelly even begged me to make the finals because she doesn't want to have to choose between him and Edgardo. So I mean...I think if I make the end I win against....well...anyone. And I think I have a
very good chance of making the end.
With Lex, I feel I need to solidify our "final two"
(which honestly is slowly becoming a reality. I think I could win unanimously against him and the idea of that makes me laugh evilly. Taking Charlie to the end and get a maybe 5-2 or 6-1 victory? That's nice and all...but taking Lex and winning 7-0? Legendary.) and so I have the plan to talk about who he wants to take to three tomorrow.
Hopefully, he'll say Charlie, since he's easily the weakest player in this game. My ideal final three could
easily become a reality. But if he says Malcolm, I'll bitchslap him. I
know he won't say Edgardo. They have so much hate for each other it's pretty freaking funny.
Anyhow, uh...I'm definitely glad I decided to do whole
"keep your sexuality a secret" thing. I figured there'd be some super religious or someone along the lines of that person in the game...and...yeah, Lex is that guy. I mean...he was talking about how much he hated Ronald Reagan for being a
"liberal".
Yeaaaah, Lex, I don't think we're going to be getting along very well after this game. Also, combined with the fact that like a week ago he was talking about how he had to
"get right with Jesus" yeaaah...he's not going to be learning about this until after the game. The only person I told was Katie and she's gone, so, whatever.
Me and Kelly secretly laughed at him about his whole
"liberal" thing. It was fun. I said he'd probably stab me. I don't know if she figured out why I said that. Probably not. Welp, she knows now.
("Now" being like...when she reads this two weeks in the future.)Malcolm: Unlikely, but possible
We all know the story with him. Tbh, I think he wants to take me to the end? I don't know. I'd like to think he does. It seems like he tells me a lot, and while I know I
shouldn't trust him, I do think I'm in his, well, final two plans. He keeps trying to justify our final two deal by saying how he thinks the jury will be bitter...and I mean...why would he say those things if he wasn't worried about me not taking him to the end? I think he wants to go with me, I really do. If I'm wrong, well, I got played by him again. He's surprisingly good at that, considering how derpy he seems to be sometimes. I'll provide an example:
Kellymazing posts her 100,000 joke thing in thread.
Malcolm thinks she's completely serious. Snrk. I mean...lol. You didn't actually think she was serious, did you?
I mean...if he did...he's the most random mastermind of all time. How he got so much control is beyond me. If he was just playing along, okay, good on him, hehe. ...
But I don't think he was. >_> Anyways, I think it's possible he could cut my throat, but unlikely. Hopefully I'll be able to cut
his at 5, or 4 if I HAVE to, but 5 would be better I think...? I'm not sure. Him and Edgardo need to stay away from my Charlinaex final 3.
There's other Malcolm related news, but it has to be at the end of the post since it's pretty long and involves this TC's strategy.
Edgardo: Very Possible
Oh, Eddie. The person I trust least to have my back...I guess maybe getting rid of him at 5 is best. I'm not sure...ugh. Confusing. You'll figure it out, don't worry. <3
Oh god, I'm talking to myself now. Help. Someone. Please. Anyways, with regards to Eddie, I mean...I can't get a read on him. One minute he's nice and fun, the next he's a shady douche. Like, example, back after we voted Katie out, he was like
"lollll what's with all the sorries lmaoooo soo dumb" and it's like, oh gee, I actually liked someone, what is that, a foreign concept to you or something?
Jesus. I didn't actually
say that, ofc, but I
wanted to.
That's not the reason I don't trust him, though, the reason I don't trust him is how he keeps bringing up
"lolll ur paranoid" "lolll ur good at challenges girl!" "lollll good job in the endurance you're a beast!" Those all aren't really aspects you want in a person you want to take to the end...it just scares me. He scares me. I don't think he'd be able to get the votes to get me out, but his idol makes me paranoid. That's why Malcolm and I are executing a plan to get him to waste it. Heheheh. We get rid of his this round, then Denise the next if necessary...unfortunately, yes, Denise is staying this round, which isn't what I had
planned, but it still works just as well, since I don't want to get rid of Malcolm at F7 anymore. I'll go more in depth into this round's strategies and plans and my future plans after I've discussed how I feel about the other three peoples~
Natalie: Not happening, lol.Natalie, um, she's doomed tonight, but even so, i don't think she'd vote for me if she had an idol played on her this round or if she were to somehow stay. I think she knows she needs me, and I'm making myself look like the most useful person to the minority by talking to them still, while Lex, Charlie and Edgardo don't bother socializing with them, and Malcolm looks like Captain Cuntrag, I'm looking like the possible heroine who could save them. Not only does that give me an incredibly high chance of receiving their jury votes, the chances of them trying to vote me out are slim - in fact, I bet they'd
tell me if someone was plotting to vote me out to get me to flip over. And tbh I would at that point. And, the chances of them idoling me...slim to none, I'd like to believe. So, I think I'm in a good position with, well, all of them.
Kelly: Not happening, lol.
Kelly...to be honest, like, no offense to Charlie here, but I think she might be my favorite?
Don't hurt me! Maybe it's because I haven't talked to Charlie at all recently, but idk. I'm legitimately sad that I wasn't on a tribe with her sooner because working with her would be, like, orgasmic. It's sad, but, unfortunately, working with her is probably not in my best interests. I'd like her to stick around as long as possible out of the minority, but, besides that, there's not much I can do. She is legitimately amazing though. I can't even put it into words. I made a promise to her I wouldn't vote her this round and I'd keep her safe bc I <3 her...okay, well, I actually did it because she asked nicely and I already knew she wasn't the target...heh...heheh....yeah........jury vote me please? But yeah, she is still amazing either way. Sucks she's destined to go, but that's how things are.
I'm really sorry for all the bad things I said about her before meeting her. She's actually really cool <3
Denise: Unlikely.
I think Denise likes and trusts me. She's told me a lot, like the whole Malcolm
"this is how you can use me as a mole" thing that she revealed to me. I think she trusts me the most out of The Good Guys
(HOLY GOD THIS NAME IS SO UNFITTING. Malcolm is an evil bastard, I'm an evil bitch, Charlie is...well...the loyal lapdog. Lex is the delusional guy, and Edgardo is...well...I've already explained what he's like. He's definitely not a good guy, hehe.), so I think she wouldn't idol me out.
(thanks girl <3 You're really not that bad, idk why everyone hates you...) Also, I don't think she'd target me and I think she'd inform me if I
was being targeted. So, I mean, definitely, I feel pretty safe. Maybe I'm
totally and utterly and completely clueless, but I really don't think I am? I feel pretty good about the spot I'm in and I think I'm in a really good spot to win the game. I'm hoping the fortune cookie from way back when was right. To be honest, I'm already thinking about my FTC speech.
Tl;dr: These people are all my sheep and they'll do whatever I say.
Okay, maybe that's kind of
mean...but it's also very
true. So...
whatever. *shrug*
Anyhow, now that that's over with...the plans for this round. No longer are we deciding our votes by the grace of random.org, our holy savior, oh no, we're actually making decisions
ourselves now! What an absolutely
groundbreaking innovation!
More at 11.
In seriousness, I can't honestly express how happy I am that coin came up heads and Colby left. Kelly is too amazing to leave so early...so,
yeah, I'm really glad she stayed. She's awesome. Colby's just a dick.
That is all.I mean, the only reason I think Lex did the random.org thing is because he didn't want blood on his hands or to seem like the lea
--NEVERMIND. WE'RE TALKING ABOUT LEX HERE. But yeah, basically I don't think he wanted to make the decision. Tbh, I wouldn't be surprised if he kept rerolling until it came up heads.
I would've. Colby was way more of a threat, and Kelly is awesome. Colby just plain sucks...sucks he's on the jury. I wish someone less lame was there. Maybe it'll be a surprise F3 and the prejurors will vote one of themselves in to be on the jury. That'd be kind of cool, but doubtful. I think it would have happened already if that were the case. Then again, maybe one of them is already secretly there.
That'd be pretty cool, tbh, but yeah, probably stupid actually now that I'm actually thinking it out. Get voted out, stay voted out, IMO. Still, whatever. Popped into my head, so...
Anyways, they came up with this overcomplicated, elaborate plot to get rid of Natalie. Basically they're telling Denise we're voting Kelly so that she wastes the idol on her tonight if she decides to play it. Now, see, the problem is, I told Kelly she was safe, so this just creates a gigantic vortex of
bad for me until the TC stuff is actually, like...revealed. So I hope she just trusts me, because in reality, we're voting Natty off. Instead of Denise. Who has an idol. For some reason. I mean,
yeah, next round I guess we can split the votes, but ugh. I'm really not sure if I feel comfortable doing that? Eddy could flip and vote one of us off, basically. He's kind of psycho like that...oh, yeah, Malcolm apparently made a faux-final two deal with him to pacify him - he did that a long time ago though, but I think I forgot to mention it in here. And Charlie has a fake one with him, too, so...hopefully he sticks with us. He needs to think he's the king. If he fucks us over I swear to god.
I don't want him, Lex, Malcolm or Charlie winning this game tbh. Like...that probably sounds like a dick move since they're my alliance, but to be honest any of them winning would annoy me. Lex...I mean, delusional as heck. Malcolm...I guess he'd be the most tolerable to win since he's at least...you know.
Done things, I guess. He's kind of a derpyhead but him winning would be alright. Edgardo. No, god no. That would just piss me off. Charlie, I
love him, you know that, but he really hasn't done anything. He's been my puppy-dog the whole time. I'm not sure I'd vote him in the end, tbh, simply bc...well...he's not done much. At all.
I would, however, be completely HAPPY to vote Kelly in the end. That would make me cry tears of joy. Denise would be cool to vote for, and Natalie I guess, too. They would have to have a cool underdog story to make it through, and that'd be cool to see happen if I'm not able to win. I'm ofc not wanting them to as long as I'm in the game, but if I get taken out before any of them via some strange statistical improbability? They have my full support.
Anyways, yeah, the plan is that whole clusterscrew tonight. I mean, Malcolm was going to use his vote revealer on Denise to see if she voted with us or not, but he decided against it. However, there is a problem...Edgardo still has an idol. And so I and Malcolm came up with a deliciously evil plan. Okay, it was all Malcolm's idea, but whatever. Basically...he made me a fake AIM account for me to pretend to be Denise. Snrk.
(I was gonna do something like this with Kathy way back when to try and get Vytas voted out over her after Denise won immunity, but...yeah. Malcolm thought they were safe so that ended up being something we probably should've done. :/ Oh well. RIP girl.)The plan was for me to be Denise and then have "her" offer Malcolm a deal to vote out Edgardo with her idol. That way Malcolm doesn't get any blood on his hands and it "benefits both sides." Okay, I actually came up with the last parts. It was originally just gonna be Denise saying she had the idol and was gonna play it. I made it way cooler and more realistic and dramatic for why she'd tell him. Go me! Anyways, we went through with it, and did the icon right, the name, everything, I even studied how she typed and what words she liked to use. She likes "Ok" not "Okay" or "OK", etc. Tbh, I think I did a pretty decent job impersonating her. Like, seriously, like I said yesterday
(?), I should go into acting.
It all went according to plan, we got the base convo Malcolm set up then I added in my stuff and made it a bit more detailed and cool, and, yeah, I mean, I think it worked wonderfully.
Finally, I was able to express my evil side! He should be giving the convie to Edgardo tomorrow
(well, today now, hehe) and hopefully that way he plays his idol on himself. Snrk. This is funny. I'm almost
glad he didn't play it last time, because this plan was fun as hell to pull off and I want to do something like it again. Absolutely beautiful.
Anyhow, as I was writing this up, Charlie and I talked a bit. I guess he was just passed out or something. I discussed my plan with him - to ask Lex who he'd want to take to the final three with us, since I have a final two deal with him. Hopefully, he suggests Charlie, since he's weaker. If he suggests Malcolm...that could be rather problematic. I wanted to make sure Charlie was on board with this, and he is. I'm trying to tell him as much as possible since he has the most info that can sink me and he does kind of just tell me everything, I think, so that's nice.
I told him about the whole Natalie/Malcolm F2 deal...he didn't seem to show much reaction, so I don't think Malcolm has a F2 with Charlie, too. I was worried he legitimately ran around and made F2 deals with all of Kidd or something. So, thankfully, that's a good sign. He might have one with Lex, but Lex seems to want to go with me, since he
suggested the idea to me, so...it's like...whatever, you know? I might bring it up to Lex, but...that'll be later. Probably when I'm targeting Malcolm to vote him off at F5 or F4.
Charlie does seem self conscious of the fact he's playing to lose against me. He basically said
"I was playing a good game pre-merge but now I'm like merp alina please carry me to the end." Well...yeah, he's right about the last part. He was kind of doing that during the pre-merge too, though, but uh, he doesn't need to know that. I told him that
"i don't care if i lose as long as we make it to the end together" and he said the same. I mean, I don't mean that at all! I mean, I wanna win. Winning my first ORG is just...dreamlike. I need it to happen. But I want him to stay loyal to me, so I'll just pretend this is a BFFmance all he wants. I am interested in being like BFFLs after this, but, I mean...I like winning. Winning is fun.
I mean...if he did...he's the most random mastermind of all time. How he got so much control is beyond me. If he was just playing along, okay, good on him, hehe. ...But I don't think he was. >_> 
That'd be pretty cool, tbh, but yeah, probably stupid actually now that I'm actually thinking it out. Get voted out, stay voted out, IMO. Still, whatever. Popped into my head, so...
