Welcome!

[Alina Wilson]

Oh god no.

"Welcome to your Final Into The Triangle challenge." And you guys didn't ask Every to sit anyone out. I think it's obvious what that means...

[Alina Wilson]

Okay, so, I meant to type this up last night, and I kind of did. Except once I got 3/4 through it decided to close down(then twice after I only had like 1/5 done...) and I lost a whole freaking bunch of words so I got too annoyed to actually rewrite everything out until now. So here we go:

So much for being queen.

Like, really, when I saw that tribe swap thread this was my face:



It's almost uncanny how accurate it is. Expresses everything I was feeling perfectly.

So not only do I get swapped, I end up on a tribe with the worst possible numbers-per-tribe possible. We have three former members of Kidd(Myself, Charlie, and Lex) two former members of Lowe(Chet and Monica) and two former members of Every(Katie and Edgardo.) Like, if you don't see the glaring problem there, I don't know how to help you. It's horrible. It's terrible. It's just...Fuck. My. Life. It's (unfortunately) incredibly likely that those two pairs are going to team up against Kidd. If that doesn't happen it will be miraculous. I would be shocked if that somehow worked out.

But it won't.

I'm willing to bet that, if we have to go to TC, a member of Kidd will be going home. And I'm doing my damnedest to make sure that it isn't me. Going home during a swap is a nightmare scenario for me. Go home during any other round other than a merge or a swap? That's fine, that's my fault. But go home because random.org was feeling like bullying Alina? Notfun.

I mean, right now, I'm back to my round one paranoid meltdown self, because I'm absolutely terrified of going home here. I have no idea what's going on anymore. I'm not on a throne anymore; I'm not being told every single thing by everyone anymore; And I'm not giving them advice on what to do in the form of questions anymore. That was fun. I liked that. Now I actually have to do things and risk blowing my face off in the process. This is a nightmare.

Sigh. As much as I would definitely enjoy going through my swap-strategies, stuff happened beforehand that I feel I should get to first, so, here we go!~

To start off, as you can see above, I figured out we were having a swap and I immediately went to tell Malcolm, Charlie and Kathy. Lex? Who? He wasn't there, so he didn't get to know.

I had a long, long talk with Kathy about this. We both had complete freakouts over it. We literally spent like twenty minutes discussing what we should do if the ITT winners lead new tribes in schoolyard picks or something along those lines. Now, that didn't happen, but ultimately, we spent like...a long time just discussing stuff that ended up being pointless in the end anyways. I mean, we were the queens of that tribe. Now we're both in pretty rocky positions and we're both, rightfully, pretty pissed about it. Watching swaps happen? That's fun. Being a part of them? Not so much.

I talked with Charlie and Malcolm about it a lil bit, but ultimately, it was basically just "ugh no whyyy" and nothing really of substance there. We were all just mourning our inevitable fates.

Howeeeever, that's not the fun part of the pre-swap yesterday. The fun part has to do with MOONica(since she's clearly not from this planet), Bermuda's very own resident psychopath.

So, Psychonica, as I will also now dub her, decides to message me. Nothing out of the ordinary. And then she starts trying to talk and get on my good side(even though I think she hates me because of the thing Kathy did...thanks, Kathy. Not. Making it so hard for me. ;-;) so, once again, not much more out of the ordinary...then she starts talking about how she thinks we're going to be swapped around. Oh, thanks, Monica, for talking to me only because you wanted me to not vote your ass out if we got swapped. I can tell you really genuinely care for and like me. Really. Totally. For sure. Once again, let me use this picture because it accurately shows my facial expression at that time:



STILL ACCURATE AS HECKIE.

Then, Malcolm PMs me and says "Monica sure is talkative today" or something along those lines and...well..look at the photo above. She messaged every single person of our tribe that was online! Me, Charlie, Malcolm, Kathy! All of us. She probably messaged all of Every too. I wouldn't be surprised if she was also messaging Ami, Sandra and Brett and trying to make a deal with them. She's cooocoo. Like, she has her hands in way too many cookie jars. Like, you have to be subtle about it. You know, kind of like me. I have my hands in like twenty different jars. She does too, but the way she's doing it is just knocking the cookies all over the counter. It's not the most brilliant strategy I've ever seen, I'll say that much.

Malcolm had a meltdown over it, because Momo somehow found out about the whole Edgardo-idol thing, and I had to pretend that I had no idea how she knew that, when in reality I knew Kathy told her the whole time. Me and Charlie both knew and were talking in PMs the whole time wondering wtf to do. We just decided to play dumb and let her decide what ta do. He thought Natalie betrayed us or something and I was like..um. Okay. Yeah. See, here's the thing. I didn't know talking about the Edgardo-idol thing was off limits. I think that's the one thing I was never told on that tribe. That it was off-limits. I was never told that. I told Vytas and thought he also could've just told Monica, but yeah. I pretended I didn't do that. I also told Monica in that conversation because I knew she already knew. So I was like...yeaaah. Okay. Just...stand over here and whistle. No one'll notice you. Be casual, Alina. Be casual.

If it did come out that I told Monica, I just would've said that "I only said that because I wanted to see what she was gonna say, I said it after you said what you said, Malcolm". I had that all planned out. But Kathy came clean and Malcolm got annoyed with her in PMs and talked about how he thought Lex is probably more trustworthy now and we have to keep an eye on her. I disagree with the first part, agree with the latter. As Malcolm said, she'd be stupid to flip on us. But yeah. Now he thinks we can trust Natty again. I also told him there's a possibility I could get Vytas on our side in a swap or merge scenario. Dunno if I ever said that in here yet. But that happened too, so we have a few ally-options in the future.

Anyways, we all agreed that Insanica would be our target if we got swapped because...uh, hello? Were you listening? Insane.

Then, the horrible fabled monster known as a "tribe swap" flies forward and darts at us, crushing all of our hopes and dreams in one fell swoop.

And I end up here.

Dampier.

I already discussed who's on this tribe, so I'm not going to do that again. Just know that this SUCKS SO MUCH! Sigh. I'm going to get into everyone and how I feel about them and my plans now.

Let's start with LEXUS!

Lex: He's being Lex. As usual. Doing his leader-esque things. He made the group chat and all those sorts of things. To be honest, before the swap, I told Kathy that I didn't trust Lex even close as much as I trust Malcolm and Charlie(which is true) I feel like he's get rid of us an instant if it got him further. I feel like he's just using us as pawns and that Kathy was right. I really don't trust him at all and I'm hoping he's booted over me and Charlie if it comes to us having to go to TC. I'm praying he makes an ass out of himself and gets himself booted so bad. As long as it's not me(and preferably not Charliegod) at this point...I'm happy. Later, dude!

Edgardo: So, uh, yeah. I've still yet to even talk to him. It's so, so awkward. Like...what do I do? I mean, I'd like to talk to him, but...I feel like if I did he'd just think of me as a player or something. I guess not talking him would make  him think I could be targeting him or something(which I kind of am) so...I really don't know what to do. It's a lose-lose situation.

Katie: I liked her pre-game, and she seems nice, she kind of reminds me of me sorta kinda and while I wouldn't mind working with her, but I'm not sure if she's open to working with me. Like, she's cool and all but I'm really not sure if she'd actually work with me, so that's...scary. At this point I'm leaning towards trying to get Chet and MOONica on our side because I've never once talked to Edgardo and I don't know if Katie likes me or not.

MOONica: And now we have the crazy lady. Wow, what to say...well, I feel like she hates me because of the thing that Evel Kathy did and I'm so pissed about that because I can't even say anything about it BECAUSE I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO KNOW ABOUT IT! It's soooooooooooooooooooooo irritating! Like, I feel like that turned her against me and she hates me now. Like, I talked to her a bit that I was afraid one of the Every's had the idol and she said "Well we might have to blindside them then if you're that worried about it." It's just, the way she said it, seemed like she was trying to set me up or something so she could get the Every's to vote me out, and that worries me a lotttttt. I hope she's being genuine, but she sure as hell doesn't feel like she is.

Chet: Chetty Mc Chet Chet Mc Chetters. Hiiiiiiii. Probably the only non-Kidd member I have a connection with here. He proposed an alliance between me and him to keep each other safe, and I'd like to believe that, but I feel like, behind his whole Chet schtick, there's an evil mastermind hiding in secret, and that worries me greatly. I'd like to think he really does have my back like he said, but I just don't know. I'm totally paranoid and freaking out about every single person in this game right now. I told him that I think Monica hates me but that "I like her :/" so that he thinks that I'd be open to working with the two of them. Also, when he asked me how close I was with Charlie and Lex, I downplayed my relationships with the both of them, so I hope that makes him think that I'm open to working with him and Monica in the future and hopefully, HOPEFULLY, that keeps me safe. Apparently he and Monica are BFFs and don't actually hate each other, so I wonder if Kathy is just spreading nonsense for teh lulz again or if she really thought that. She's made this game very confusing for me. Kathy, that is.

Charlie: My favorite person in this game. Seriously. I love him so much. He's awesome. I'm also apparently his favorite, too, so...yay! He's made this game so much funner for me. It's nice to have someone around who I can actually have, well, you know, conversations with. MOST other people don't really have like..."connection" conversations with me and kind of seem like they're forcing it(hi Monica) but Charlie and I think literally get along. We even said we can't wait to be actual friends once the game is over. <33333 He's amazing. He also that it was "our" idol since I stayed up all night with him and cheered him on during the endurance challenge, so...I mean. He's the greatest person in this game. He's amazing. I don't think he's an evil mastermind anymore. I <3 him sm <3

Anyways, game-wise with him, he's trying to charm Katigardo over to us, because we were trying to get conversation with Momo(MOONica) going, and she sent him a halfass reply and then logged off without even replying to me and we were like "Wow, screw you bitch!" And were like "yeah, let's get her out lmao" but sadly I'm not sure if that's the greatest idea. Like, once again, I've never even spoken with Edgardo once. I don't know if he'd work with me/us at all. Katie...I don't know either. Chet has expressed interest in working with me, but Monica is a crazy person so I don't really know what to expect from them either. I'm just super scared right now in general. I really, really don't want to get screwed over and sent home.

But yeah, here's the thing...he brought up the final two thing again, and I actually uh...I wasn't thinking, so...I kind of agreed to it. Like. Directly. Instead of just vaguely. And then I was like...fuck. So now I have a final two with both him and Malcolm, and I have a "let's go far" thing with Kathy and a "secret cross-tribe alliance" alliance with Vy-vy. So yeah. I'm all over the place.

So now that I FINALLY GOT PAST THE PART THAT MY PAGE KEPT SCREWING UP!!! Like really. I wrote the stuff previously out like five times. I got tired of doing it and it's a lot more rushed and bad than it was before. I'm never, ever writing stuff out in preview mode again. It just makes everything screw up so bad somehow. Now, I can actually talk about new things instead of writing the same stuff out for 2 hours.

Now. To talk about what I know is going on on the other tribe and my thoughts on that other tribe.

So, Kathy. Evidently, Colby wanted her out. Screw you, Colby. Malcolm told me about this, and he apparently made an alliance between himself, Natalie, Kelly and Kathy to save her. Kathy later then informed me of that, and I had to act shocked because I don't want my bond with Malcy to be known. But yeah, I'm not so sure that alliance is gonna be a good thing. Natalie and Kelly apparently don't want to vote out Colby, so I assume it's really just those three using Malcolm and Kathy for votes. Sigh. At least it'll keep them safe one round...maybe? We'll see, I guess. I'm worried for them though, but I'd much rather them go to TC than me, of course.~

And evidently, I learned that Denise had no one on the Lowe tribe, and they want to get rid of her first before Vytas...or at least, they did before Vytas and Colby apparently had a bond. OH REALLY, VYTAS? I'm the only person who talks to you cross tribe, huh? Lying asshole. Apparently, he and Colby are BFFs. I wish Colby would leave so bad over there, but...Natalie and Kelly won't vote him out. Which, once again, annoys me. Then the person who wants Kathy out would be gone and Vy-vy would be all mine. But, for now, I'm a bit pissed and wouldn't mind them voting out Vytas. He thinks he's so clever, but I'm cleverer. If Denise has no one, we can use her just as well. So I really don't care which Lowe they vote out if they go. (Please have them go to TC. Please. I'm not even religious and I'm praying so hard rn.)

That's pretty much all I know over there for now, but I really hope at least Kathy can make it out. She may be crazy and do weird things for no logical reason, but she's still an ally of mine and I grow to like her more every day. I really hope she can survive.

I brought up to TRAITORYTAS that I wasn't sure if I was in good over here because I didn't really know how to bring up strategy. He said to just dive right on in, but to I guess make sure there's trust there first. Which, well, is what I was doing, I was just wondering if I was doing it wrong or something. Gave me more clueless idiot points in his book, at least, sure, I was actually clueless, but...hey. It still helps my strategy. ^.^ Also asked Malcolm for advice and he said to do whatever the hell I need to to survive. So talking about the whole idol thingy isn't off limits now. Yay.

Anyways, it took me like 50 tries to finally get all this written out so I hope you enjoy. x.x

Also, Brett got voted out or something. That happened too.

[Alina Wilson]

Ahahahahaha. Oh wow, this is fun. The fun part is, unfortunately, at the end, but we'll get there. But know this: I am in true utter bitch mode right now and someone is going to be taken the fuck down.

So, let's start with the challenge. It went up, and honestly, right away, I know how to break it. Basically, if someone on one tribe tells someone on the other where to target, boom, that tribe wins, and the other tribe goes home. Boom. Unfortunately, I'm not confident enough in Kathy and Malcolm's safety to suggest such a thing. I did ask Kathy if she felt safe over there, and she doesn't know. So that's unfortunate. If I figured this out in 5 minutes, I think it's quite possible another tribe could and then things could be fucked up for me over here. But no matter what they try and do? I'm invincible. You can't touch me. I'll explain why, later. But I am invulnerable as hell and these people who think they can get away with admitting to targeting me to my fucking face are fucking fucked.

Anyways, Lex and Chet took charge in this challenge -- Lex gave out good orders, I and EdCOMPLETEJERK(I'll elaborate on this later ^.^ Know that I really want to use a word more offensive than just "jerk".) went along with them. Chet came up with a google documents thinkgie for us to plan our attack, and defense. Monica and Charlie were AWOL. Katie was...there. Being cute. That's like...it. Basically, our strategy is to concentrate all of our ships together in the hopes that that tribe will split their shots up. Boom. Laters. But, like I said, this plan can be leaked and we could be totally, completely, freaking fucked. And if we are I'm totally fine.

Anyways, let's move on to more interesting things. I talked with Kathkath, and she's getting on good with Vytraitor, evidently. I told her to work on it because I'm kind of in good with him. I'll keep my options open with him, but I am not stupid. She wants to get Colby out, just like I do, but unfortunately, that seems pretty freaking impossible. She seems to think she could be screwed, and seems resigned to that fact. And I'm sad about that. I hope she can stay, but if she has to get voted out for me to stay over here, that's fine. I'm sorry about it, but it's all about me right now. And I have to worry about me. Alina. So.

She did say that Chet was interested in splitting the votes and flushing Edgardo's idol, but I don't know if I can believe that. We'll see, Chet. We'll see.

Malcolm and I talked a bit, he thinks he might be doing okay over there, but we're worried about me on here. So.

Oh. And then. Then we get Edgardo. Lord-regent asshole of all the realm. I thought, you know, we had a nice little conversation going. Like, I liked him. He seemed nice. I was turning my opinion around completely! Big mistake, Lili. Yeah, no. We talk a bit. I mention it's my first ORG and I really don't want to get screwed and go home this early. And then. He sends me this little number.

Look at this little gem:

"Edgardo Rivera
lol it aint so bad being voted out!
you'll see
it gets better "

You notice the red flag? Anyone? Hello? If you don't, I'll point it out. "You'll see." YOU'LL SEE? WHO SAYS THAT? Who in the hell do you think you are, you stuck up prick? No, I won't be "seeing" any time soon. I wonder if he thought he was being subtle or something. Who the hell says that? You think you can just get away with screwing with me like that? To add on to this, he said to Charlie "You'll be totally fine" Wow, I wonder who he'll be targeting then...Me, or Lex, the noble leader stepping forward? Hahahahhahahaha.

Big mistake, Eddy. Big. Fucking. Mistake.

You think you can basically say you're voting me out to my FACE like that? Heh, yeah right. You complete idiot. I talked with Charlie about this, and hell, he basically said he'd use the idol on me because he loves me so much! I love him too. He's amazing. But this little punk named Edgardo...he needs to be dealt with and taken out and thrown in the trash. You messed with the wrong girl, honey.

He all but told me how great I did for my first ORG and that I did well even though I'm going home early. He didn't say that DIRECTLY, but I'm not a moron, contrary to what I'd want him to believe. I read between the lines. I'm not stupid. He thinks he's the king, but he doesn't realize that this game is a matriarchy.

And I'm the queen.

If we have to go to tribal council, Eddy? You try and target me? You go home. In fact, you're going home anyways.

Bye bye, bitch.

[Alina Wilson]

IMPORTANT QUESTION PLEASE HELP

If someone has an idol, when do they play it?

[Host Jeremiah]

They play it with their tribal council vote.

So they'll submit their vote and write at the bottom "I'd like to play my idol" (this applies for most rewards)

[Alina Wilson]

One more: Let's say there are people going to TC. Player A and Player B both have idols. Player A steps up and plays their idol. Does Player B get a warning and get another chance to play their idol, or do they only have the one chance when they submit their vote? Also, can they play the idol on a revote, or only on the first vote?

[Host Jeremiah]

Player B would get no warning at all, they can only play idols when they submit their vote. And idols cannot be played on a revote.

[tbird]

Wait, we can play idols?!

[austin]

Aug 31, 2014 5:44:43 GMT tbird said:

Wait, we can play idols?!

Don't tell Brian. It'd break his heart.

[Alina Wilson]

Hrm...I'm in between a rock and a hard place right now. This decision could either A): Save me and keep me in the game. Or B): Be totally useless and make me look like a total bitch and fuck me over. What is this decision and what am I thinking? You'll have to wait until the end of this post because other things happened first!

Looking through all my chats today was really long omg. Wow. Okay. Much talk time.

So basically, first off, me and Kathy talked a bit in the morning and she talked about how badly she wanted to get rid of Colby and make him pay. I'm totally behind that and wish that would happen. Sadly unlikely until a merge scenario. She asked me about the Dampier's tribe dynamics, and, I pretended I was clueless on them. I did have somewhat of an idea of where I stood, but hey, she's Kathy. She could leak every single thing I said to Monica for no reason. Scary thought. I told her I'd like to split the vote on Edgardo(which was my plan at that time, but...that's since changed.) and she was hoping it would happen if we had to go. We wished each other luck in the challenge, and that was it for then. She's, evidently, getting along with Vytas, which is nice.

Getting Colby out of the picture would be nice because maybe a Kathy/Vytas/Me subsect could be formed. I'm not sure that would be the best idea, but the more options I have, the better. I'm willing to change alliances at any point. If people see me as useful...yay for Alina! As long as I don't get caught with my hands in twenty-four cookie jars...it's like it's not even happening. ^.^ Right? As much as a Charlina final two would be amazing and cute, I think he'd beat me in the social game aspect, so I'm not sure I'd wanna go with that. And Malcolm, as I said earlier, when I was having my complete overemotional melodramatic meltdown(that happens when I'm tired as you can see by my last confessional. Calm your tits Ali x.x) the night we lose the first IC, I think he might have me beat in TRADITIONAL strategy. I'm trying to avoid thinking about my final five, four, three, two, whatever, for now. I just want to get to the merge and then work with the info I have then.

Lex and I talked, and he said he thinks he has Chet. I said I think I do too, and it was great. Wonderful. That was it for now. Lex doesn't really care for long conversations. He likes to say one or two meaningful things and then say "yeah" or "cool" to what I'm saying 100 times. It's like. Are you agreeing with me? Are you zoning out and not listening? I CAN'T TELL, LEX. I JUST CAN'T TELL. But he said Chet said to him that he liked the idea of working with Lex because he thought no one would think they're working together. The fact that Lex is telling me this means I'm still his #1 ally, so...thanks, Lex. I'm sorry you're not really up there in my hierarchy. I'm kind of aiming for a Kidd top 5, but he'd probably ideally be 5th place if that went through. I think taking Kathy to the top 2 is my best bet, honestly, if it's a final 2. If it's a top three...Kathy and someone else. Idk.

He also said that Chet said that he believes Edgardo has the idol, which, come on, he probably does. But Monica 100% has it. I'll go more in depth into this later.

Anyways, yeah. We all worked on the challenge, la di da, I made sure we got the thread going and posted all our attacks, etc, Monica finally showed up, ladida, Charlie was like omg what do I do I helped him, ladida, while we were doing that though, STUFF HAPPENED!

Apparently, Katie went to Charlie complaining about MOONica. Saying she was nearly invisible and weird. I was like oh my god I'll go say the same thing to her now and that way I'll be on her good side ^.^ But she JUST sent Charlie that so I had to wait until after the challenge results were revealed to do that. La~me! But she asked Charlie if we could vote her which...wow Katie, you're amazing. <3 I had my doubts about you back when I contacted you back on Kidd but you're just making yourself so amazing to me right now and I'm so happy. Everything is greeeat~ So happy.

ANYWAYS

SUDDENLY RESULTS

SUDDENLY DAMPIER GOT OWNED

SUDDENLY ALINA IS SAD

Yeah it sucked. I wonder if someone contacted the other tribe and gave them advice to hit us without looking too suspicious, but I don't really know...no way I can prove it. It's a gut instinct that tells me that happened, though.

But then. The true fun began. And the day exploded into a complete, utter mess.

I immediately messaged Chet, telling him I'd like to vote out Edgardo. He was like "Let's just go with the flow darling Don't want to come on too strong now but I agree" He's smart and that's annoying. I do feel like I'm going way too hard, strategically, this round, but I don't want to go home in 14th place in my first ORG. Fuck that.

I'm glad I decided to relax and just let things happen, though, because afterwards, Charlie messaged me, saying he was going to talk to Edgardo and say that Katie mentioned doing MOONica. Edgardo apparently asked "Are lex and alina voting together" to him, and we all decided to distance ourselves from one another, so that our true Kidd hearts are hidden. I said that I'm not close to Charlie or lex at all really later, Charlie said he's not close to us and that he thought Lex was annoying, and Lex...has been distancing too. Not sure how he went about it though. But I told him to.

Charlie told him he was closest with him and Katie, actually, I'm looking through old messages so I get all the stuff I want to talk about down in here. So they don't feel uncomfortable going to 6 on this tribe with 3 Kidds.

Also he had this funny idea

Charlie Herschel:
You know what would be funny?
Alina Wilson:
What?
Charlie Herschel:
If Monica goes
And then next round
You lex and Chet vote for Eduardo and then me edgardo and Katie vote Chet
So that people don't think we are close going into merge
Lol
Alina Wilson:
LOL that would be hilarious
Charlie Herschel:
No one will ever think to split us up
Alina Wilson:
I'd love that so much omg
Charlie Herschel:
If the tie is purple rock or anything I could switch in the revote or whatever

Ha. Anyways, after this, Edgardo himself, the warrior in the flesh, came up to me and talked about the vote. Or maybe I approached him first. I think I did. I said "Well this sucks :/" or something like that. Idk. Either way, we started out talking about how inactive she was, etc, etc, and he was just like "I guess it's no secret then we're voting Monica?" I said that I just didn't wanna like go home in my first org in 14th so I was cool with w/e lol and he sent me this

Edgardo Rivera
what ? no one is thinking about voting you out! lol no need to worry, we all want to win desperately!

Aw Edgardo <333333 I think maybe his "You'll see" comment I blew way out of proportion. He probably just meant if I kept playing ORGs I'd see eventually. Edgardo <3 I kind of like him.

Basically we agreed to vote her since she was going through some stuff IRL and didn't really have the time for the game or whatever. Either way, it's not me, Charlie, and hell, even Lex, so...I don't really care. I told him I could try and get Charlie and Lex but that I wasn't that close with them and asked if he could get the other two votes. He said he probs had Katie on board and was gonna talk to the others so. ^.^ Either way, worked out, boom, Monica is the target.

Then, I talked with Katimazing, who popped up after that, and she was on board pretty easily. Me+Charlie+Edgardo+Katie GO!

Then, I talked with Lex, made sure he was on the same page, and he was all "A nice easy non controversial vote. Nice." Boom. 5. Then, I talked with Chet and told him that it seemed like Monica was going. I didn't want him to seem, you know, outcasted. Although, Charlie had already PMed me that Katie told him that Chet was on board, so...I pretty much knew what I was getting into. He got on board and boom, we settled for voting MOONica. One, two, three, four, five six...Alina's safe, right? Not so much.

Remember when I said that Vytas told me that Monica didn't give the treasure map up? Who can guess what means? Yep. She. Has. An. Idol. I'm. 99%. Sure. And who is there a strong chance that Moonica hates? Oh, yeah, her name is Alina and she's typing this up right now! Thanks Kathy. In fact, if Monica DIDN'T expect to be voted out tonight, I'd be incredibly shocked. She almost certainly has the idol, unless she was just too lazy to actually go for it, in which case...shame on you, Moony-boo. ...Wait. She could have told a single person in secret. Chet, maybe? ...They seem close, so...that could mean that Chet could have it too. Damnit. Wait, if Chet knew Monica had the idol would he be so for blindsiding Edgardo? Maybe, if he assumed there was more than one...tch. Damn, this is really annoying.

My thoughts right now are, if an idol is played on Monica...she could vote anyone. And likely, me. Alina. Meaning...I could get voted out *0*-1. Does that sound fun? No, not really. I'm thinking of placing a random, stray vote on someone else so that it goes to a revote. I was thinking Chet, since if I placed a vote on Katie or Edgardo, if she wanted me gone I'd be fucked anyways. I guess I could put one on Charlie or Lex, but I don't want to fuck up my Kidd bonds. So, my only choice, really, is Chet. And that's unfortunate, SINCE I HAVE A DEAL NOT TO VOTE FOR HIM!!! If I didn't have that deal, everything would be totally fine. I put a vote on Chet, on the revote I receive one vote from Monica, Charlie and Lex vote Monica, and Katie and Edgardo are the swings, and I think I'd survive over him...hopefully. If not, then it ends up being a revote between Chet and X, probably Edgardo, meaning Chet probably still goes home. Meaning I'm no longer obligated to have a deal with him.

Sounds great, right? I'd love to just...you know. Have him go out that way. If Monica has an idol, she's playing it. But if Chet or someone else from Lowe has it? Then what do I do? Then I just piss Chet off, get exposed as a liar and a cheat and a fraud, and get a huge ass "LOOK AT ALINA SHE'S A LIAR" target on my back. I tried to bring up the possibility of Monica having an idol to Charlie and Katie, but both of them seemed to not care. I wanted to try and get Katie and Edgardo to split two votes onto Chet - that way, we end up with a glorious safe vote split where NO ONE'S PISSED AT ALINA! But no. Katie didn't take the bait and Charlie was like "Idk "

Like, come on people. Help me here.

So I'm left with this catch 22 situation, which should be a crime:

A): Vote Monica, if she goes home and I'm not voted for, everyone's happy and loves Alina and I have a stronger chance to win the game, but, if she does vote for me, I have a 100% shot of going home - and the chances of her voting me are quite possible due to Kathy's random shit-slinging. THANKS, KATHY. REALLY. UGH.

B): Vote Chet, if Monica plays an idol, he goes home and everything's almost certainly fine. HOWEVER, if Monica goes home and the vote on Chet is revealed as mine, what happens? I'm revealed as a liar and I'm fucked. I have a 100% enemy who will hate me forever, and my chances of winning the game go down drastically. HOWEVER, It guarantees me one placement higher regardless of what happens. And I really don't want to go out in 14th place. I might just cry. This ORG is special to me since it's my first. I want to do well. I don't want to be the bitch who thought she was in control and then got tossed out on her ass in 14th place. I'd rather be the bitch everyone hated from round 5 on for being a liar. So I mean, I guess voting Chet really is my best option...but I want to win. I don't want to lose. And I think I'll lose if I vote Chet and he stays in the game if my vote is exposed...

This really sucks. ._.

I can't vote anyone else because of reasons explained previously. I've tried to subtly convince people to split the votes BUT NO ONE'S GOING FOR IT WHAT THE HELL!!! It doesn't seem like anyone's as worried as I am but that's probably because I'm a total paranoid wreck. But still, I mean, come on, do you guys WANT to be sent home??? What are you people even doing? Facedesk.

If Chet and Monica joint have the idol and he plays it on her or she plays it on herself, that means 2 votes probably go Edgardo's way, since I think Chet would keep me safe. I won't be getting two votes, so if I do option B) I'm totally safe, I think, unless everyone is lying to me and I'm getting my ass blindsided the hell out of here.

If I do Option A, I have a stronger chance of winning if I stay. B, if Chet stays? I'm totally, completely, utterly fucked.

I want someone else to split the votes.

Please.

Someone.

Help.

Me.

This is the one time I don't want to be in control. Fuck making decisions like this.

~

Also Charlie sent me this:

Charlie Herschel
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Edgardo Rivera
9:46:20

looks like Monica is going

hideyokidshideyomarcus
9:46:28
Thats just what Alina said to me too

Edgardo Rivera
9:46:32

loll
9:46:37

yeah I spoke to her too

hideyokidshideyomarcus
9:46:39

yay
9:46:51

I wanna talk to Katie too
9:46:54

just to double check
9:46:57

^.^
9:46:57

OH
9:46:59

speak of the devil
9:46:59

LMAO

Edgardo Rivera
9:47:47

LOLL she's here

hideyokidshideyomarcus
9:48:14

Yayyy
9:48:19

I like you guys and Alina I think
9:48:29

Lex i dont talk much to privately… he was kinda annoying trying to be the leader lol

Edgardo Rivera
9:49:11

LOL , I haven't talked to Lex either but he seems ok

hideyokidshideyomarcus
9:49:15

XD
9:49:20

hes nice enough ^.^

Edgardo Rivera
9:49:25

hah lol
9:50:02

I like Alina too! my first thought back at the plank challenge. I thought she was going to be one bad bitch.. but she's so sweet!
hideyokidshideyomarcus
9:50:32

LOL
9:50:35

Yeah she worked hard in that
9:50:39

It was mostly Lex's plan tho

Edgardo Rivera
9:51:53

oh he's a smart one!

hideyokidshideyomarcus
9:52:15

Clearly we lost
9:52:15

LOL
Edgardo Rivera
9:54:40

oh yeah its true LOL
9:55:00

is that why you find him annoying ?

hideyokidshideyomarcus
9:57:33

LOL no not really
9:57:37

its not that hes ANNOYYYINNGG
9:57:42

its just he likes the leadership role I think lol

Edgardo Rivera
10:01:05

yeah so as the real Lex

hideyokidshideyomarcus
10:07:38

LOL
10:07:39

true

~

Edgardo thinks I'm sweet. See? My strategy is actually working! ...Somehow. I keep feeling like I'm slipping, but whatever. Apparently no one's noticing. Once again, I THINK I HAVE A STRONG CHANCE TO WIN IF DO OPTION A BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE VOTED OUT.

I hate this. I think that's the fiftieth time I've said that today. But I really do.

Ugh.

Also Vytas and I talked. I like him but he's still running around putting his hands everywhere. And Malcolm wished me luck and is glad Psychonica is probably finally going. I think other stuff happened but this choice is not leaving my mind.

Sigh. Tune in next time for "What In The Hell Is Alina Going To Do?! Episode One"

[Alina Wilson]

Sigh.

If I get idoled out I'm going to have a bitchfit.

No one's going for it and if I do do a random ass vote it'll just be suspicious.

fml

please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out



please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out

please don't idol me out

[Alina Wilson]

Oh yeah. I need a bootlist too, huh? I think I figured out what these are for. Revotes. Yay! Also, Charlie is voting Chet. He's so amazing. <3 Unless he's lying to me for no fucking reason in which case WHAT THE HELL CHARLIE. But hehehehehahhahahahhahahahhahahaha. Hopefully all goes according to plan ^.^



PEOPLE I WANT TO VOTE OUT THE MOST
1. Monica
2. Chet
3. Edgardo
4. Katie
5. Lex
6. Charlie
PEOPLE I WANT TO KEEP IN THE GAME THE MOST

[Alina Wilson]

I changed my mind. Count this vote instead please.



I changed my mind. Count this vote instead please.

[Alina Wilson]

If there's a revote between Monica and Chet, I'd rather vote Monica however. So even though I'm voting for Chet - if it's allowed, please let me vote Monica on the revote if it's between her and Chet. If that's not allowed, though, I still want to be voting Chet, period.

[Alina Wilson]

I'm gonna try and get a confessional up tomorrow morning or afternoon, sorry about the wait, guys! I feel kinda sick right now and I'm about to go over to a friends house for a couple hours.