Post by Alina Wilson on Sept 16, 2014 11:55:59 GMT
I think I'm losing. I thought I'd beast this challenge. Yeah, I'm not feeling very happy with my answers...after the results are posted I'll explain my reasoning for the choices I made. I feel like shit right now because I have to wait 12 hours now to know my fate and every single one of those hours is going to be excruciatingly painful. I really just want to win this one immunity. I just want to make it into the F4. I need to make sure Kelly wins this entire game if I can't. I'll be so fucking pissed if we both lose. We'll both make F4 if I win this, so, it's like...please dear god help me jesus christ. I can't rely on Derpy Denise to make a smart move for herself...I have to win this. So. Fucking. Stressful. Please let me win...god this sucks so much. I spent like 6 hours using process of elimination on all of these and I still feel like I failed miserably. Fuck. My. Life.
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1. You lay out a map for the perfect scenario then [he] comes along he just pisses all in your Cheerios. I'm pushing for [him] to get the boot right now. Hopefully I can get rid of him now, [her] afterwards, then [him]. After that I'm thinking that [he] might be overstaying his welcome.
MALCOLM.
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2. Well, this sucks. [He] boned me, and he didn't bone me in the way I thought he'd bone me. … Idk what much else to do.
CHARLIE.
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3. This may sound strange, but I constantly feel awkward around the other players. There's a lot of flirting going on and I'm uncomfortable with it. I'm not a prude or anything like that. But I'm 41 years old. I'm pretty sure the rest of the contestants could be my children. I just find it weird to try and flirt with a 20-something. I'm not expecting a date or anything like that. But I find it a little skeezy in real life when I see a dude my age with a college age girl on his arm. That's not me. I believe in keeping in my demo. And so I always find my conversations with the other players a little...stilted. I guess for this generation, flirting is a natural part of conversation. Not for me it isn't. I find it has created this slight barrier that I'm not sure I can overcome.
LEX.
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4. When the challenge started, it wasn't long until I knew I was going to win. Ed fell behind, and I wasn't going to miss a post. So I started talking to my tribe. I was wondering what to take. Do I take the tribe advantage and let what is likely an idol clue fall into Eds hands?? Or do I keep it away from him, and take the clue, and then share it with everyone in order to keep a target off my back??
J.T.
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5. My dolls! I have now secured two of my FUTURE LEGENDARY CHILDREN! Furry Pillow and Elmo! Well- we haven't approached Elmo yet but I KNOW she will be thrilled to be apart of the alliance since she was so afraid of leaving first! We agreed to be careful in our approach, we can't let her think me and Furry Pillow came up with a final 2 and then decided to include her. Of course Furry Pillow and Elmo could have already had this conversation already and are doing the same with me! However it matters not how it is formed, with this three QUEEN alliance we shall RULE over HOUSE [TRIBE].
CHET.
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6. FML! I basically feel like I suck! Like I haven't done anything the past couple of days because real life has been... real busy. I haven't even been able to get on AIM and talk to people. I'm gonna do that tonight, though. I wouldn't be surprised if Every voted me out if we lost, but I hope I'm able to be more social and change a few minds.
BRETT.
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7. I semi-regret picking [him]. The fact that I'm basically leading each tribe I get on, it's kind of just like another one of those lame straight white Caucasian males who will be seen for making decisions, and eventually will take the fall for it. I also saw a youtube video of [him], and he came across as pretty unlikeable.
LEX.
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8. I kinda feel like Colton from BvW because I really wanna start playing the game hard and begin all the social dynamics but nothing is happening so I'm trying to play dumb with my tribe. I told [her] that I didn't think I was pulling my weight at the challenges bc let's be real, i'm not! I'm really not trying to do these challenges! She told me she would make sure that if my name is brought up she would put a stop to it. I trust her. I mean, I'm in an alliance with everyone in the tribe so that can't go wrong, right?
KATHY.
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9. it looks like my plan to play both sides against the middle have been blown up by the hosts of the game. Thanks, guys. Right now, all I can do is tell [him] that my back is against the wall and that since [he] has the numbers I have no choice but to go along with him.
VYTAS.
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10. Well [she] walked the plank on us. … I'm trying hard not to get an ego here but come on, clearly I'm the heart and soul of this tribe. But I digress. Any who the immunity challenge was perfect for me because it demonstrated my value to the tribe and also I got to show off a bit so if we don't win I'm gonna be kinda upset.
...MALCOLM. GOD I FEEL SO INSECURE ABOUT THIS ANSWER IT JUST DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT, BUT MALCOLM.
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11. [ I ] can’t help but feel like she isn’t gelling as well as she would have liked with the tribe. Maybe its because of my restricted time or because I am not just trying hard enough but communication with these guys has been very slow to kick off. I still haven’t managed to catch [her] online and the boys are elusive. [Her], I talk to her but I get the feel she doesn’t like me. The woman just feels cold, like a wet fish. Compared to [him], who is just a darling.
MONICA.
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12. ALSO I CANT DO MATH DONT JUDGE ME WTF geometry is hard
KATIE.
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13. I'm not as concerned about the guys teaming up as I was (for reasons I'll bring up later), but at this point, I want the girls to align just because. Now, I realize that this is ORG's so our entire tribe is probably full of gay men (holla) but at this point, just based on characters, it makes it easier. <3 If we lose (which is never cuz we're boss ass bitches :*), my plan is to target [him] because duh.
KATIE.
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14. The challenge was deinitely not my cup of tea . Aint nothing i hate more than writing so i chose to take the position of editor instead. [She] absolutely beasted the challenge and pretty much carried the team on her back. She let me know that she was a bit upset with the amount of work others did besides her but she said she was fine with me because thats what i promised to do in the first place. Luckily [tribe] didnt even try in the challenge so we won.
COLBY.
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Episode Guide Tiebreaker:
201: “What's Her Name Again?” ALINA.
202: “Don't Be Fooled” VYTAS.
203: “Assume Everyone's An Idiot” MALCOLM.
204: “Hope We Make It Out Alive” MALCOLM.
205: “Are You Guys Fucking Idiots?” EDGARDO.
206: “To The Hosts: Fuck You” LEX.
207: “Kneel To Me” NATALIE.
208: “[screams internally]” KELLY.
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1. You lay out a map for the perfect scenario then [he] comes along he just pisses all in your Cheerios. I'm pushing for [him] to get the boot right now. Hopefully I can get rid of him now, [her] afterwards, then [him]. After that I'm thinking that [he] might be overstaying his welcome.
MALCOLM.
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2. Well, this sucks. [He] boned me, and he didn't bone me in the way I thought he'd bone me. … Idk what much else to do.
CHARLIE.
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3. This may sound strange, but I constantly feel awkward around the other players. There's a lot of flirting going on and I'm uncomfortable with it. I'm not a prude or anything like that. But I'm 41 years old. I'm pretty sure the rest of the contestants could be my children. I just find it weird to try and flirt with a 20-something. I'm not expecting a date or anything like that. But I find it a little skeezy in real life when I see a dude my age with a college age girl on his arm. That's not me. I believe in keeping in my demo. And so I always find my conversations with the other players a little...stilted. I guess for this generation, flirting is a natural part of conversation. Not for me it isn't. I find it has created this slight barrier that I'm not sure I can overcome.
LEX.
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4. When the challenge started, it wasn't long until I knew I was going to win. Ed fell behind, and I wasn't going to miss a post. So I started talking to my tribe. I was wondering what to take. Do I take the tribe advantage and let what is likely an idol clue fall into Eds hands?? Or do I keep it away from him, and take the clue, and then share it with everyone in order to keep a target off my back??
J.T.
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5. My dolls! I have now secured two of my FUTURE LEGENDARY CHILDREN! Furry Pillow and Elmo! Well- we haven't approached Elmo yet but I KNOW she will be thrilled to be apart of the alliance since she was so afraid of leaving first! We agreed to be careful in our approach, we can't let her think me and Furry Pillow came up with a final 2 and then decided to include her. Of course Furry Pillow and Elmo could have already had this conversation already and are doing the same with me! However it matters not how it is formed, with this three QUEEN alliance we shall RULE over HOUSE [TRIBE].
CHET.
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6. FML! I basically feel like I suck! Like I haven't done anything the past couple of days because real life has been... real busy. I haven't even been able to get on AIM and talk to people. I'm gonna do that tonight, though. I wouldn't be surprised if Every voted me out if we lost, but I hope I'm able to be more social and change a few minds.
BRETT.
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7. I semi-regret picking [him]. The fact that I'm basically leading each tribe I get on, it's kind of just like another one of those lame straight white Caucasian males who will be seen for making decisions, and eventually will take the fall for it. I also saw a youtube video of [him], and he came across as pretty unlikeable.
LEX.
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8. I kinda feel like Colton from BvW because I really wanna start playing the game hard and begin all the social dynamics but nothing is happening so I'm trying to play dumb with my tribe. I told [her] that I didn't think I was pulling my weight at the challenges bc let's be real, i'm not! I'm really not trying to do these challenges! She told me she would make sure that if my name is brought up she would put a stop to it. I trust her. I mean, I'm in an alliance with everyone in the tribe so that can't go wrong, right?
KATHY.
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9. it looks like my plan to play both sides against the middle have been blown up by the hosts of the game. Thanks, guys. Right now, all I can do is tell [him] that my back is against the wall and that since [he] has the numbers I have no choice but to go along with him.
VYTAS.
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10. Well [she] walked the plank on us. … I'm trying hard not to get an ego here but come on, clearly I'm the heart and soul of this tribe. But I digress. Any who the immunity challenge was perfect for me because it demonstrated my value to the tribe and also I got to show off a bit so if we don't win I'm gonna be kinda upset.
...MALCOLM. GOD I FEEL SO INSECURE ABOUT THIS ANSWER IT JUST DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT, BUT MALCOLM.
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11. [ I ] can’t help but feel like she isn’t gelling as well as she would have liked with the tribe. Maybe its because of my restricted time or because I am not just trying hard enough but communication with these guys has been very slow to kick off. I still haven’t managed to catch [her] online and the boys are elusive. [Her], I talk to her but I get the feel she doesn’t like me. The woman just feels cold, like a wet fish. Compared to [him], who is just a darling.
MONICA.
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12. ALSO I CANT DO MATH DONT JUDGE ME WTF geometry is hard
KATIE.
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13. I'm not as concerned about the guys teaming up as I was (for reasons I'll bring up later), but at this point, I want the girls to align just because. Now, I realize that this is ORG's so our entire tribe is probably full of gay men (holla) but at this point, just based on characters, it makes it easier. <3 If we lose (which is never cuz we're boss ass bitches :*), my plan is to target [him] because duh.
KATIE.
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14. The challenge was deinitely not my cup of tea . Aint nothing i hate more than writing so i chose to take the position of editor instead. [She] absolutely beasted the challenge and pretty much carried the team on her back. She let me know that she was a bit upset with the amount of work others did besides her but she said she was fine with me because thats what i promised to do in the first place. Luckily [tribe] didnt even try in the challenge so we won.
COLBY.
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Episode Guide Tiebreaker:
201: “What's Her Name Again?” ALINA.
202: “Don't Be Fooled” VYTAS.
203: “Assume Everyone's An Idiot” MALCOLM.
204: “Hope We Make It Out Alive” MALCOLM.
205: “Are You Guys Fucking Idiots?” EDGARDO.
206: “To The Hosts: Fuck You” LEX.
207: “Kneel To Me” NATALIE.
208: “[screams internally]” KELLY.