Post by Kelly Goldsmith on Sept 16, 2014 2:47:44 GMT
i have a lot of thoughts maybe i can get them all down sometime tomorrow after class
but yeah i am just really annoyed at this whole annoying bullshit about being in natalie's shadow LOL the bitch doesn't even sign on to fucking AIM most days and somehow she is getting all the strategic credit along with ed even though i was the one who formulated the entire plan with ed to idol malcolm out at f8. natalie didn't evne fucking get on until the end of that day after i messaged her like 50 times on proboards and once she got on we were just like "hey nat ed is idoling u btw" and she was like K and that was it but NO please tell me more about how she is a strategic FUCKING mastermind
ANYWAY i would voice this shit out loud but of course i need to maintain the perception that i am a worthless piece of shit who sucks at challenges and also would not win in the end
at this rate, i can't see myself NOT getting f3. if i don't get f3 i seriously fucked up big time somehow. the only thing i NEED to do is win the final IC. of course if denise is there, her winning would be good as well (unless the bitch is dumb enough to not take me to the end WHICH honestly is actually a possibility which is really fucking frightening). and then i win. and if i somehow don't win against denise then i really don't fucking deserve to be alive. but ideally i can win the final IC so i can publicly cut nat's throat and end this living in her shadow bullshit once and for all
sorry i sound really salty, i'm just fucking FRUSTRATED as hell that apparently playing a UTR low-key game and making NO enemies in the process while coasting to the end is now apparently not as good of a game as some fucking delusional douchebag who made one good move with an idol or an inactive hag who won two challenges like 3 years ago
fucking BYE
but yeah i am just really annoyed at this whole annoying bullshit about being in natalie's shadow LOL the bitch doesn't even sign on to fucking AIM most days and somehow she is getting all the strategic credit along with ed even though i was the one who formulated the entire plan with ed to idol malcolm out at f8. natalie didn't evne fucking get on until the end of that day after i messaged her like 50 times on proboards and once she got on we were just like "hey nat ed is idoling u btw" and she was like K and that was it but NO please tell me more about how she is a strategic FUCKING mastermind
ANYWAY i would voice this shit out loud but of course i need to maintain the perception that i am a worthless piece of shit who sucks at challenges and also would not win in the end
at this rate, i can't see myself NOT getting f3. if i don't get f3 i seriously fucked up big time somehow. the only thing i NEED to do is win the final IC. of course if denise is there, her winning would be good as well (unless the bitch is dumb enough to not take me to the end WHICH honestly is actually a possibility which is really fucking frightening). and then i win. and if i somehow don't win against denise then i really don't fucking deserve to be alive. but ideally i can win the final IC so i can publicly cut nat's throat and end this living in her shadow bullshit once and for all
sorry i sound really salty, i'm just fucking FRUSTRATED as hell that apparently playing a UTR low-key game and making NO enemies in the process while coasting to the end is now apparently not as good of a game as some fucking delusional douchebag who made one good move with an idol or an inactive hag who won two challenges like 3 years ago
fucking BYE